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at the ticker. (tiru gaye ayu) fuuhh~~ so many things to clear in the office and i find it really difficult to focus on the study. it's not an excuse matey. try it and u'll know what i mean. it's month end and we are extremely busy this time around. with year-end around the corner, the christmas celebration, deco, lunches, parties and etc2... m truly exhausted. say no more...

Juraj is getting married on the 21st of next month. on thursday i got to know that he's getting married and yesterday he told us that he's expecting a baby in less than a year. OMG!!! she's 3 mths preggie now. aww~~ if only i knew a bit sooner. i would say congrats to her myself when we bumped into each other the other day. well... to be honest, i feel envy to see how easy it is for them. not the baby part, dun get me wrong. i mean... the wedding part. he's actually going back for good at the end of this year but before he goes, we wants to get married and settle everything here first. just to avoid the costs, hassles and hard works of having a wedding at his own country. he's talking about just 100 guests and he complains a lot about it. just imagine how many people are we inviting for our wedding?? when i told them, they thought that i am making it up. but well... they have to see it to believe it! anyway, my mum will just eat me alive if i said i want to get married here. ha ha ha... i even have colleagues that had their wedding ceremony nicely in a chapel in Las Vegas. i know what you think. but no no. they were not drunk for a starter and they did not get married like rachel and ross in F.R.I.E.N.D.S. they did it in a proper way. but it is so exciting to know people who actually did this kind of things. they even showed me the wedding pictures and Perfect i can say. white beautiful wedding dress and tux and great big ring and all. but of course we cant do that. i mean the rules, respects, customs, norms, practice and 'expectations' just rule out all those crazy plans. what is my point actually? i dont know. maybe i am just not a big fan of fancy weddings especially to satisfy the EXPECTATIONS of other people. kan ke nikah je yg penting? klu buat nikah je and then kenduri doa selamat ajak ramai2, org akan kata 'die dulu tade kenduri pn. nikah je' - sile baca ala2 minah2 gedik dan tak bermoral or makcik2 ahli mesyuarat tingkap. to be honest, ask your ownself, would you not say anything if your friend does that? at least you will say 'isk ko ni. kawen setahun je seumur hidup. ape la salahnye.' jadi salah tak if want to have a mega grand honeymoon lepas kenduri doa slamat tu? and some can say 'FUCK WHAT THEY THINK' but you know, again the respects, customs and bla bla bla will haunt you if you decided to really FUCK EM. and you are totally fucked in the end. so there you go!

owh... entry di atas adelah penulisan PMS ku. ingat nak delete je tp what the heck... korg bace je la. perutku sakit xley tahan nih. backpain yg melampaui batas juge. ingat nk rileks la jap. nanti2 la buat homework tu ye cik yan. :-)

ok update utk cuti2 christmas... we've finally decided to go to London. (boo!!!!) sounds boring. tp itu je la yg ade. at first nak g Cork. tp tak jadi lepas Vincent said 'Cork? the best part of Cork is when you see all the drunk people and even some of them are naked and pee everywhere at 1 am when the town is really quite.' - Vincent lived there for nearly a year before moving to dublin. so he knows better. wtf?? so we canceled the plan and decided to go to London. lgpn minah busyuk Zuhaira ade di sanaaa... so ley crash kat tmpat die je. so on the 26th she'll follow me here until 31st. eh korg ingat lagi Zuhaira x? aku tau atart msti ingat sbb die ingat ko. siap ingat lagi ko ske epon zaman skola dulu.

till next time. toodles!!