isk2...

aiseh busan plak. ni da dua entry dlm satu hari ni. huhuhu... busan GILE. rs nk buat cake. td da tgk kt supervalu. jupe la betty crocker pnye instant cake. tringat kt miranda (SATC) mase die depress tade bf and die bantai mkn cake je sbb nk divert her mind from thinking of sex (season 4). mula2 rs nk beli tp tak syok plk pakai yg segera kn? so tak jadi beli trus. td lps abes bt entry kt bwh sebok google2 recipe cake, tringat lak xley mkn cake sbb diet pnye psl. sigh~~ busan la. nk btpe?? HELP!!

finally

it's bank holiday weekend. wiiittt wiiitttt... :-) lama gile rs menunggu utk weekend yg pnjg ini. i'm gonna be alone though. tasha is going to london tonite while siti & zuen are off to Dusseldorf tomorrow morning. i can't join because i want to attend adik's second bday partttyyyy... hooray!! and next week zuen is going to fetch her mom in London and she asked us to join her. Siti refused to join (br bli vaio baru so poket berlubang) and i dont want to be alone with zuen & her mom (nti mcm menyebok je i ni) so i texted lina in case she wants to tag along. but she hasnt decided yet since she's still waiting for Arnotts to tell her whether she got the job or not. so tak decide lg nk g ke tak. klu zuhaira ade lg kt sana da tentu ticket suda ku beli by now. boley buli budak tu sket. hhahahah...

before i left the office just now i went down to second floor to bid my goodbye to Delphine. today is her last day with the company. she's bored with her work and decided to go to Canada. Everything's ready - visa, accomodation, plans etc2. how nice! while talking to her Kevin came to us and did the hand gestures for drinking. terpakse tipu sunat dgn mengatakn i have something urgent to do today. i got a big 'aaahhhhhh... c'mon!!'. ssh kn? how many times do i have to tell that i dont drink! tp sme tak phm juge. next time klu ade minum2 kna blakon sakit br dorg kasi tak join dgn hati terbuka. hahaha... speaking of which, pening pale nk pk psl MY farewell drink. errr i dont drink so not really mine la kot. tp irish ni besenye ske activity2 sebegini sbg alasan nk minum baaaaaaaaanyaaaakkkkk2. isk tak tau la cane. klu tanak buat nti org kata anti-social. klu nk buat, jap lg sme org tanye 'just coke?'. tu yg mls nk bgtau tu. bli explain nti dorg kata 'everyone is sinned'. sudah! spt mencurah air ke daun keladi. :-) so baik elak altogether.

rs cm baru je burak2 ngn Delphine dlm dart psl die nk bnti keje. tgk2 ari ni die da last keje. how time flies. in 4 weeks time, it's going to be my turn. gilak ah ting tong. kejap je. dulu Ben slalu nganjingkn nama Delphine. everytime Delphine passed by our cubicles, he'll say 'do you wanna see a Dolphin?'. ye.. Ben mmg keji. owh actually i have a pic of him. and the whole bunch of them. got em from Vincent the other day. meh la buh sket gamba bdk2 opis. check them out!

incik ini ialah KIWI. mke i mcm tak mandi. what do you expect? loya bau bar. hohohoo...

Kinga & Vincent - mamat french ni suda kelihatan mabuk

Kristof, Juraj & me!! Juraj kelihatan cheeky. Kristof tak ske amik gmba sbb die kata mata die mcm rabbit - ade red eye. Me kelihatan mcm belon. haih~

the whole lot!

ok la sekian utk kali ini. toodles!

:-))

berita menarik utk ari ni...

• lps dr ari ni, tamatlah sudah pmbyrn loan mara mase bt dip dlu. yeeeaaaayyyy!! tiada lg hutang walau satu sen pn. alhamdulillahh...
• kad kawen suda siap. tggl nk distribute shj. iskk... tetibe rs butterfly in stomach.
• wisdom tooth ku suda tak sakit lg. hoorayy!
• siti tidak mrh pdku.
• dpt byk2 mentos from Corinna. :-)
• esok ari jumaat. hip hip hooray!!!

hurm... we are thinking of finding an apartment for ourselves before the wedding. sbb brg2 maha byk and tade tmpat nk letak obviously. tp tak tau nk dok area mane. so apartment ni temporary la utk smpi da btl2 tau nk dok katne. am thinking of Kota Damansara (dkt ngn Ikea n OU). tp not sure whether it's a good idea or not. c'mon guys. i need advices please. drop me an email or just put your comment down there. tell me where should i stay for the first few months. please pretty please??

ps: to all J's... aku tak pos la kad kt korg. gedik la klu kite tak jupe sblm aku kawen kn? time jupe tu nnti aku kasi la sme org k? and nape tade org updet psl wedding intan? aku nosy2 gak try carik gamba kt FB tp xjupe kot. hohoho... cik yus, ko msti ade gamba2 kn. and nona, ko pn takkan tade gamba kot. ko kn mcm pegi sme knduri je. huhuhu...

ting tong

ok td mcm rs byk je nk tulis. tetibe blank plak. erm2... ulcer tak baek2 lg (obviously la kn. baru 4 ari). so rs tak slesa cam nak nanges time die sakit or rs nk gunting je bhgn bibir yg ade ulcer tu. sigh~ assobru minal iman (pelik la tulis dlm rumi). ok bersabar sparuh dr iman. inhale~ exhale~

oh ye. smlm suda tender resignation. sedey je bile HR kasi confirmation email yg hari last keje ialah 28/08/2009. and ade questionnaires sket on 'why are you resigning' and yadaa yadaa. well... tak lama da la ni. 21 working days. pastu hooray!!! and tadi juge TL da announced mase team meeting. he also looked sad. i dunno. i dun think he's sad that i'm leaving. but he looked really sad. stress maybe? entah... and during lunch time tadi Kinga kata TL told her that he is bored already with his work. so demotivated to come to the office. ehem... it's none of my business anymore ey? <---selfish gile! hahahah...

me & siti been sending emails today. but i crossed the line i think. i told her how i despise the way J treats her. i told her that she should move on and she's wayyyy better than him. i told her that he got no balls and certainly an imbecile who should be ignored as long as she could. but i guess i shouldnt say all that. i should keep it to myself. and now i feel so awkward to talk to siti. huhuhu... i dont think she's mad at me. i think she feels awkward too. well.. she'll understand. this is no time for scool-boy lover. it's as simple as 'if you want, act like one. if you dont, turn on one heel and get lost!'. byk sgt tgk SATC ktorg ni. slalu nk rs umo 40 pn takpe tade bf. as long as we have gorgeous shoes & handbags, nothing else matters. iskk.. tak bgs btl la pengaruh tv ni. hahahha..

i sooooo want POCHETTE KATE. i wanttt!!!

d.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.n

ok cik orked. diatas ialah kenapa entry di bwh terkeluar. depress thp tak ley bendung da lagi. mgkin byk sgt nk pk kot. entah la. and i am not good at handling my stress. sgt tak pandai nk kawal prasaan. end up skg ni ade 4 ulcer maha godang kt mulut. menambahkn depress je sbb mulut sakit ari2.

on monday i was on half day. depress tak bley blah. smpi bos halau suh blk uma sbb kesian tgk mke i. huhuh... mari kite tgk senarai pnyebab ulcers ini muncul

1. wisdom tooth ni kluar lg. normal ke utk wisdom tooth tmbh sket2? stiap kali nak naik msti gusi bengkak and tekak rs kembang je. normal ke kt korg eh?
   
2. stiap kali rs wisdom tooth tu menolak, temperature naik smpi mke rs pns2 gitu. sbb bdn jadi pns, ulcers pn start pounding. kdg2 rs tak thn sgt. :-((
   
3. keje kat opis ari2 mcm byk. tak sempat pn nk rileks2 baca blog org laen or even baca paper. sigh~
4. byk bnde nk kena setel - call NTL nk tkr DD mandate, terminate Unlimited card, terminate bank account, credit card lg. haram satu pn tak buat lg. tade mase la seyes.
5. perihal kawen yg rs ssh sgt nk buat dr jauh. nk kena balik baru btl2 tau. kak ija garang cam monster stiap kali tanye psl bab2 kawen. ape nih? nk tlg ke tak? sebbek mak slalu je memahami. so tamo da ckp psl kawen lg. balik nti baru tgk cane. (sbb ni la ati slalu risau smpai x sedar my mind is so depress).
6. homesick walopn da tau da ade lg beberapa mggu je lg nk balik.
7. ade lg 4 mggu nk kena g opis. DEPRESSSSS!! nape lama sgt. klu bley nk benti esok gak. wowoowowooo...
   
8. gado ngn hunny kdg2 (sedangkn lidah lg tergeget. ewahh!).
9. xley mkn sewenang2nye sbb tamo bulat smacam je bile balik nti. i miss foods. owhh~~
   
10. lapa nasik (da start diet nasik).
11. tade cuti smpi la ari last keje sbb nk kena cover Dovile & Kinga yg ber'summer' holiday. huhuuuuuuuu...
    

ok i am such a whiner. tp ini hakikatnye. cane? ok td nk kurangkn depress suh hunny call kakak. dpt la ckp kejap walopn kakak cume ckp die ade kasut baru. 2 lagi. pink & red. dgr sore kanak2 bley buat hati riang. :-))

i need some advices on how to overcome this depression. maybe i should go out. somewhere other than dublin. but where? when? depress kn? why? why? :-((

ps: looking forward for Adik's bday party. huhu...

Uwaaaa

I hate this feeling. PMS kah? Rs cm spatutnye da over. Da mdi wjb da smlm. Asal prasaan xstabil lg nih? I hate u!!! I hate u like million times. Why is it so hard? Am I being punished for anything? Tell me. I really want to know. Pls... : - ((((

sunday blues

aiseh... kejap je da ari ahad. esok da keje. see, ari2 komen mls nk g keje. tgk2 tuhan da kabulkn doa. for those who havent had a clue, try reading bloomberg. or even Financial Times and see what is happening to my company now. nak cite pn masih too early. will tell the whole story once the final decision is made. for the time being, still kena teruskn idup cam bese. well, tak lama da lagi pn. not like i'm planning to stay long. but still, i dont want to leave in the time like this!

eh eh.. da kul 11. better go to sleep now. or else i will regret this tomorrow morning. so toodles!!