hurm... i just realised that the last time i updated this blog was last year in late June 2007. it is now already early june of 2008. it means that it has been nearly a year since i last updated my blog!!! gosh... see how lazy i am!!! so here you go peeps.. some thoughts and updates bout me. not much but i will try to write something everyday. *crossed fingers*

firstly i would like to say BIG CONGRATES to my beloved babe, AYUNI SAFIRA & her husband, MANAN for the lovely wedding last month. may both of you have a good life ahead and blessed with all the happiness there is. i am sorry to miss the big day. i really wished i could be there but it is out of my power to decide. :-(

hurm... i cant believe that two of the jahanams are now married and one of them is soon to be a mommy. time really flies so fast. everybody is now talking about marriage or at least engagement. even people in my office are now talking about weddings and receptions. i guess i am now in the zone where talking about wanting to have a 'personal belongings' or 'having it for your own good self' is no longer applicable (to me at least). everything you wanna do, there is always 'we' following around. like there is no more mine but just ours. example, mega sale at SONY and 47" LCD is only E1999!!! who can resist? yess... people who are planning to get married (like me) because i cant buy it now. i want to buy it with my soon to be hubby when we already have a house to stay. or wait.. or mebe i cant buy it now because i am out of budget if i buy the TV. i have to have a good saving to get married and have a proper reception!! am i being paranoid? or am i cheap? i also dunno. i want to get married of course. but the thought of spending too much money just for one bloody day is really driving me nuts. so people can say, 'buat la sederhana je', then other people will say 'keje obersi pn kawen cincai'. i shouldnt care wat people think but i am a normal human being where the buzzing sound of flies always bug me so much. hurm... i really shouldn't write about marriage when i am in a hell of a PMS. hahhah..

anyway, we had a nice bbq party yesterday. just a small one and only 10 peoples were there. we had marinated chicken, beef, squid, sausages, burgers and caramelised banana. yummylicious!!!! i have transferred the pictures to my lappie and i really wish i can upload some pictures here but it is already 23:36 and i promised hunny that i will sleep now. i have to get up at 02:00 to study because i haven't started on anything yet.

owh... before i go to sleep, just wanna share few things i did today. i woke up at 11:00 (heh) and went out to meet hunny at Jervis. at first we decided to buy the gift for Afin at Debenhams but since we are going to Langkawi Restaurant at Upper Baggot St, we walked all the way from Jervis to the other side of the river to Brown Thomas and straight to Dior counter. i honestly cant think of any other thing to buy except for Dior Shine perfume which is the super duper perfume of the year (a bit of exaggeration there). i like the sweet yet sophisticated smell and i think it suits Afin very well. we bought the perfume and the body lotion as well and went to the restaurant straight away. the foods were superb and the best of all, i got to meet my favorite niece (soon to be insyaallah) Aleia Hannah. i really like the way she called me 'Ti Cha'. so cute and special. we finished around half nine and hunny sent me home before catching his bus at half ten.

so.. as a closing speech, i would like to wish a very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Afin and hope you enjoy a very joyous life ever. nitey nite all!