15.47... yawn~ can't wait to go home today. i've tonnes of things to do but i am so lazy and tired to go thru all of them. need coffeeeee... coofffeeeee... (krg pahala pose)... my TL has just gone home and he'll be off for holiday starting tomorrow until nxt Tues. with Kinga off as well, it's just gonna be me Dovile and Juraj in the team now. hopefully it's not gonna be too busy. i tend to be so jumpy and grumpy when people ask me stupid questions or repetitive questions when i'm busy. that's a sign showing that i am not ready to manage people yet. but being the only senior in the team, i've got no choice. sometimes i feel like screaming and yelling 'u've asked me this q sooo many times. can't u use ur brain and try to figure it out urself??' but then i realised that if i do that, i'll become the typical big-bully-supervisor (mcm mase kje kat co lama dulu). people here dont really do that. everybody from all levelS of management is very kind and understanding enough, so no such thing as seniority bullshit here. so, already adapting to the culture by now, the words that always come out from my mouth are 'sure, lemme show you once again.' anyway, my personal opinion is you wont understand anything until you do it yourself without having anybody to show you again and again on how to deal with it. at least that's how i learnt to do stuffs here. i bet if James is still here in the team, i will never ever be able to do anything on my own. hurm... everything happens for reasons eyy?
ptg ni mahu berbuka pose bihun sup siap ngn begedil. dan desert puding jagung. smlm berbuka pose ayam msk sichuan and karipap sardin. i mmg tak reti lauk pauk bernama ganjil ni. so smlm jd tukang mkn je la. incik joe yg tlg msk lauk hebat itu. tp me and hunny buat karipap sardin. (prtku bertindak bls aneh bile sebut karipap.. hehe). so ari ni abes class hunny akan berbuka pose b'sama and plannye ialah utk mkn bihun sup ngn begedil. syoknye!! tak saba nk blk uma nih. huhuhu...
