ne-no

second day at home. we went to the clinic for the HIV test. ari ni izzah da start carik 2 org bile bgn. first die msti sebut 'nenek' pstu second person yg die carik ialah 'ne-no'. hehehehehheee... oh i love u too!!! so ktorg berdua msti ade la kat uma. mase nk kua pg td, mak da mnyelinap da trn bwh. pstu mase time i turun tu die nampak la. dgn manje2 sebok2 pggl 'ne-no' tak putus2. pstu mase ktorg kt lua tu tetibe dgr die meraung pggl nenek. lorr... sedey je dgr. die nanges beriya sbb kena tinggal. pstu mak pn sbb kesian g la masuk balik. tp tak prasan yg izzah senanye tgh ngintai ktorg kat bwh pintu. ape lagi... benjol la kpla. kronik merah gile. tp die tak kesah pn bump tu. tp mcm gembira smacam je ktorg masuk balik. haiii... anak buah. anak buah...

so terpakse la g clinic ngn die. tp die pandai tamo kua keta. siap kata 'hot. hot.' me pn kua la g kaunter tu tanye. tp btl kata atart, HIV test utk pngantin die cume buat stiap tues and thurs 2-4pm shj. bummer! ktorg pn terpakse la balik dlu. xkn nk tggu lame2 kn? smpai uma me trus tdo. jet lag la kot. ngantuk smcm takley blah... huhu...

kul 2 terus jpt adik kat KGV pstu g clinic. sejuk weyyyy clinic tu. kalah dublin. muahahaha... pstu isi2 borang, mamat tu cucuk jari telunjuk nih and dpt la surat yg da check HIV. yeayyyy!!! one down. walopn byk lagi nk kena setel tp at least 1 da siap la. hikss...

otw balik singgah supermarket mak nk beli mixed vege nk buat popiah. but i got a better idea. instead of eating that, why dont we eat home-made murtabak?? mak pn cam tak caya je. btl ke murtabak. me pn g la carik kulit popia pstu dgn blurnye g tanye mak 'daging nk bli katne?'. mak dgn confusenye tanye balik 'nape tak bli kat sini?'. blimey!!! lupe lak yg daging kat sini sme halal!!! so ley rembat je yg kat supermarket. takyah da carik halal shop. hhuhuhu... bahagia rase ati. :-)

blk uma msk murtabak utk dorg. and mak msk super duper yummylicious fried rice. yum yum!! pstu lps maghrib lepak ngn izzah kat bilik adik. pstu izzah sebok2 suh acu 'take my picture.' ini lah hasilnyeeeee..

ini la budak ske amik gamba.

ini pula percubaan izzah nk buat peace tp tak jadi.

2 ekor penyebok terbesar.

nk jugak dok kt tmpt org ramai2 berkumpul

kt tmpt baju kotor pn jadi la. sorry... tak beli bakul lg. huhuhu...

that's it for today. toodles!!

IM HOME!!!

alhamdulillah slmt da smpai. after 20 hours of journey. to be honest, mase booked ticket tu tak prasan pn journey ni senanye 20 hours. smlm kire2 balik... 20 jam!!!!! gile tak gile. penat nak mati. so sape2 yg rs nk g europe. sile la amik yg transit skli tu je. takyah transit smpi 2 or 3 kali. mmg letih.

so pagi2 lagi bertolak kt dublin at 8am. thanks ou & nasya for being there. tp tak sedih pn sbb abid sefamily nk balik ry nti and nasya balik for good bln seblas while ou pn balik for good bln doblas. so tade la sedih mnangis sbb nti jupe jgk sme org smula. cume rs sebak je nk tgglkn kakak n adik. sbb lst weekend asek jupe je. confirm rindu. and both have been good kids. miss u both!!

so from Dublin at 8am and arrived in Amsterdam at 12noon local time. jln2 sket tgk2 brg and trus boarded the plane. transit tak lama pn. just 1.5 hours.x smpt pn nak btl2 jln2 and belek2 airport tu. first time naik Cathay Pacific (maybe the last also), and i can say it wasnt so bad. seat lebey kurang besar MAS (or mebe besar sikit je) pstu style kerusi tu recline cam tak best sket. at least i dont like. hunny mcm ske je jenis recline camtu. mcm MAS kan die gerakkan side penyandar kusi tu ke belakang kn (normal recline). tp CP ni die buat side penyandar tu still static tp kerusi tu sendiri mcm slide trn bwh. eh phm ke? google la sndri klu nk tau. hahaah... so food ktorg requested for Moslem meal. so dpt la mkn ikan. yuck! hanyir sket tp food die definitely lagi byk dr MAS. tak kedekut la food. tp tade hot towel. pelik gak. selection of movies mmg baaanyaaaakkkk lg dr MAS. overall ok la. tade la tak best. ok je.

so seploh jam dlm flight to Hong Kong tu. jenuh nk try tdo tp takley sbb pakcik kat sebelah tu cam ade flu je. pstu batuk tak ttp mulut. me selambe je duduk pakai mask 24/7 sbb takut pakcik tu batuk kat mke i. hahhaah... (tp tak pn). sorry la pakcik klu terasa. hunny pn tak tdo sbb most of the time layan CSI season 19. die kata takley nk tdo. xtau psl ape. (i da kata recline kusi tu tak best) :-)) and cam bese dlm kpl terbang msti kaki sakit kn. sbb tu xley tdo kot. me lyn cite yg nk tgk kat UGC tp tak smpt. Monsters vs Aliens, An Unconvenient Truth, I love You Man and few sitcoms.

after 10 hours ktorg smpai la Hong Kong airport. airport die cam pelik sket sbb arrival pn ade hall yg nombor2 tu. cam klu departure slalunye ade gate number kan? haa... dorgnye arrival pn ade cam arrival gate. bikin confuse. hahaha... at least ktorg la cam confuse. pstu signboard tu mcm ade tunjuk 'connection flight W' and 'connection flight E'. apekah? sbb kat board tulis ktorg gate 32 tade pn huruf2 die bagi. sebbek tak ikut signboard huruf tu. kitorg g ikut signboard tulis 'gate 1- 80'. so lalu imigration check2 brg pstu terus board the next flight to KL.

to KL naik A303 so ok la sket sbb i duk ngn hunny je kt tepi. so tak takut org selsema lg. hahahah... dpt mkn ikan lagi (double yuck!) and tgk muvi Indiana Jones yg baru tp tak sempat abes. kna la carik cd sbb cam bes je Shia tu. kehkehkeh... spi KL in 3 or 4 hours tak ingat. pstu kua je train to terminal arrival tu nampak bag princess. terus hunny kata 'eh kakak ngn adik msti suke tu.' rindu la tuu.. hehehe... xpe2. tak lama da. skg ni sebok2 dulu siapkn ape ptt pstu dua tige ari sblm ry dorg smpi. at least time tu da takyah sebok2 lagi ke hulur ke hilir. ley spend je mase ngn dorg ok?

kluar je arrival gate tu disambut dgn gembirnye oleh teteh, mak adik, kwn mak adik, ibu and ayah. lega nampak mke yg dikenali. tp kak ija n adik tak bertolak lagi. chess hampeh. huhuhu... so tggu kak ija jap lps lebey krg 1 jam baru dorg smpi. lps tu teruk je g butik azue tu bg ukuran baju. da try la baju2 ape nak. tgk2 pelamin and mekap cane and rsnye cam ok je. tak tau pn expectation ape tp rs ok sme tu. tade la huduh tp tade la extravagant. tp ok me so not likey being in the centre of attention. so help!!!! kna ke pakai baju tu kat dpn sme org?? ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... gulp.

ps: sangapnye tade tpn lg!! hunny, i miss u!!!!!

last day in the office (28/08/2009)

went to the office with mixed feelings. between happy, excited, anxious, nervous and sad. i guess it's normal for everyone. but i find it a bit difficult since this is where i started to understand the meaning of the word 'life' and being 'independent'. and here, i learn how to live on my own and also to hang on tight and never to give up. i learn to feed me and to take care of my ownself. without relying to anyone at all. so much that slowly i realised that this feels like a real HOME already. this is where everything begins. and this is where it should ends. that makes part of me so reluctant to leave this country. after so long being here and went throught a lot! i guess i can understand that part of me for thinking that way.

but the other part is so excited and can't wait to board the plane and fly home. to start a new life with new environment and new surroundings. i know it's not gonna be easy but new stuffs make life more interesting, isnt it? moreover, i am gonna start a new life not alone anymore but with someone else! thinking about it makes the butterflies in my stomach so restless. is this what people called 'cold feet?' makes me wonder a lot too.

well anyway, my last day went well. altho i was so nervous during the speech time and the only words that came out from my mouth were 'errr.... well, thank you everyone. errr... i'll miss you guys... yadaa yadaa... thanks again. bla bla bla... thanks.' - brape byk 'thanks' daaaa... chis! stuttering. hate it. and all the words got stuck behind my head. then Dovi gave me the card and the present. awww~~ i'll love them forever.

watch to match my ring :-)

card

penuh nak mati

kevin memekak sbb die kna tulis kt blakang gak

i like this one the most from Vince. :-))

LAST PAY SLIP

ari ni dpt last pay slip and salary in €. sedeynye.. huhuhu... on the other hand. ade lg 2 ari stengah je lagi nk masuk opis. yeyeyyeyeyeyyeehhh!! tak saba nk delete sme bende2 yg lama da simpan. serabut makcik. :-)

da 5 ari da pose. ye kami pose lebey sehari sbb ari jumaat tu pak2 arab tu kata pose. pstu tetibe kata tak pose. pastu pose balik. disebabkn kami yakin dah pose, ktorg pn teruskn je pose. and pose sgt mencabar sbb sahur kul 4.30am and berbuka ialah pade kul 8.45pm. terasa spt perahu perutku stiap ari. tp still tak kurus2 sbb juadah berbuka pose yg enak2 belaka.

Friday - pulut kuning, kari ayam, roti jala & sardine roll
Saturday - ikan sweet & sour, udang msk cili ape, ketam msk merah, cupcakes, choc cake, bubur jagung, cincau dll
Sunday - bihun sup, begedil, murtabak daging & bandung soda
Monday - sup tulang, paprik ayam, rendang & brocolli goreng telur

ari ni spatutnye da janji ngn budak2 uma plus budak2 uma hunny utk masak beriyani ayam, kari daging, kuih seri muka, keria and cucur udang. tp last minute terpakse tak join dorg sbb lina & ady ajak bukak pose uma dorg. so ari ni tak tau lg mkn ape. huhuhuu...

k la. xtau nk buat penutup ape. slmt berpose je la. toodles!! :-)

ps: stiap ari rs nk amik gamba mknn tp slalu lupe. lapa tak ingat kot. hahahha...

sunday blues

yesterday's party wasnt so bad. it was for acap's 25th bday. his last bday as a single guy yo! only people from IV, hunny's, and a few from King's attended the party. not a big one. there was a huge cake bought by tasya at la boulangerie. black forest. yummy yummy!

it was a bit hard for me though. with najib there and hunny not there. it felt a bit awkward especially when everyone i repeat everyone knows our history. well i am ok and i am honestly, completely, 100 percently over him. totally over him. but he's making it hard for me since he was and still is so reluctant to act normally in front of other people. i dont understand it at all. siti said maybe there is still something that we both need to reconcile. but i am done reconciling things with him! it's not my fault that the relationship didnt last! and it's not my fault that i found someone else and i am so gonna marry him nxt month. xphm tul la. jgn simpan2 ape2 dlm hati. tak syok kn klu stiap kali ade event yg mlibatkn bdk2 batch, u'll come with the sour face and leave early. cume smlm je tak left early. and we all know why. even hunny noticed it and asked me just now 'smlm najib tak balik awl plak? sbb i tade ke?' pelik kn? xley tgk ke me n hunny? gile tul la. nape takley jadi cam org lain yg ade history tp still ley kwn2. nape msti da ade awkward silence smpi sme org jadi pelik and start gossip. gile laa.. pening pale. haih~~ 2 more weeks. then i'm done here. can't wait.

ok enough talking bout 'the' party. i went to watch GI Joe with hunny just now. hunny enjoyed it. i didnt. he he... not my type of movie. tp lynkn aje. :-) and before we went for the movie, we dropped by ToySmith. managed to get something for my niece, Izzah who by the way called me 'Ne-No' the other day (for cik nor), and also my sweet little nephew Danial, yes the same name as MY Danial. so there is Uncle Danial and baby Danial. easy to remember. :-))

good mood

just came back from lina's hse. saje je dtg to see the kiddos. cute they are. and adorable too!! smpt lps rndu. lps ni lama da tak jupe. haih~~

rs barai gile la ni. mggu ni xdpt tdo nyenyak la. asek terjaga2 je. so bdn jadik letih. rs nk tdo smpai ptg esok hari. tp mlm esok ade bday party acap kt uma ni. so harus la takley bgn lmbt. urm2... byk je plan utk esok dlm kpala. tp da sure sgt satu hapah pn tak akan jadi. xpe2.. yg pnting marathon muvi kena success. ok kul 11 pg msti bgn g UGC. chaiyo!!

hwa hwa

baru je balik antar zuen kt epot. surprisingly tade sape nanges pn. ye la. i'm gonna see her in 3 weeks time. so tiada la bersedey di situ. ct plak sbb tgk tade sape nanges, die jadi segan lak nk nanges. tp nampak la control2 sedey. siyan ct. xpe... thn dpn cuti la byk2. bley jupe ktorg kt msia. heheheh... wah! xsangka da balik da zuen. time flies. who would have thought that she'll go home before me. we always had a talk where i always say i'm gonna be the first. Allahu akbar. Allah mmg maha besar. kite merancang je tp Dia yg menentukan. well.. my turn is in less than 20 days. how's that?? yippee!!!!

and sempat gak g tgk muvi ngn ct (mngubat hati luke ct sbb zuen da balik for good). we watched The Ugly Truth. ok la. not the type of movie that i would buy a DVD for my collection. easy going. bley la nk lyn kepala yg sedey. hikss... siap ade scene dorg nak buat shooting kat tpt org main hot air balloon. trus tringat kak wan pnye entry psl hot air balloon kat Bristol. rugi tak g tgk live. :-))

owh i'm dying to watch Orphan. lama tak tgk cite seram2. weekend ni kena chaiyo marathon muvi. kena memanfaatkan kad unlimited tu smpi ke titisan menet terakhir. sbb bln ni nye pymt da DD, kena la tgk muviiii je slagi boley. heheheeh.... CHAIYO!!!