homesick

ari ni sgt homesick. mgkin sbb da 2 mggu tak gayut ngn mak. shud find an alternative sooner. voda? o2? meteor? aiyakkk.... mane satu nak amik. ini lah padahnye tade landline. ssh plak nak call msia lama2. haihh~~

homesick mcm da sebati dlm diri. sape2 yg kenal rpt mmg da tau kot. but to tell you the truth, when i was in standard 6, i prayed so hard that my application to be accepted by any boarding scool was approved. upon hearing that i will go to pumpkin, i can't tell you how happy i was. so excited packing stuffs eventho the scool is not so far from home. 'sepelaung' bak kata atuk. he he... tp xpe. excited da tak dok ngn family tu lagi besar time tuh. da tu packing mcm nak pegi sabah ke sarawak je. maklum la . first time 'jauh' ngn family :-)

tp first day je da mcm hape. i still remember the very first day. i was in dorm Maimunah. top floor, block C, sebelah ladang gotah. i woke up at 4 am! rase sayu sgt. tade sape2 pn. sunyi gile. (seram pn ade gak). termenung je atas katil thinking 'is this what i wished for? sunyi2 cani? mak da bgn tdo ke? mak ingat aku ke?' tgh hati sebak2 tu tetibe lak musolla putera tu bukak kaset ayat2 quran. dpt byg betapa sedih???? rindu, sunyi, sebak, seram2 sejuk, cemas sme ade la. bile dgr je ayat2 quran tu pagi2 sunyi camtu, mendayu2... rase nak meraung nak balik uma. hahahhaha.... smpt amik bantal nangis2. gile bodo. and kak sal mase tu terjaga n pujuk jgn nanges. itu lah pengalaman hari pertama sy di pumpkin. sminggu lps tu tak ingat sgt da family sbb bdn & minda letih kena ragging mase induction. happadaa~ aku bencik! :-))

lps tu homesick mmg menjadi2. klu sebulan tak balik uma mmg rase tak betul je. or seminggu tak call mak rase mcm sme bende tak kena. nak kata manja, tade la pn. rock je tgk. (ewah!) tp tu la. cume mase f3 n f5 je tak homesick sgt sbb mase f3, ktorg ade akak2 yg super duper best. (thx kak nannoor n the geng). so tak rase sgt rindu nk balik uma. mase f5 paling super duper mega best bile j's ditubuhkan. ceewaahhh... tade la 'ditubuhkan'. tp start tu la kite ngam-ngam-oo sbb satu bilik study. time tu pn rase syok jugak lepak2 ngn membe2... kn? tp stiap kali cuti bulanan wajib balik uma. he he he...

terbawak2 smpai la time buat diploma. lagi kronik. tiap2 mggu nak balik uma. mgkin kat rumah rase secure pstu ade cikun (kucing sy yg da menemui ilahi kerana rindu kn sy slps sy berhijrah ke sini. sob2) sbb tu rase bes blk uma. peristiwa plg memalukan mase gado kronik ngn incik najib, and hati rase hancur gile. mase tu tolong babysit kitty-si-kucing-kakakku n kebetulan mlm tu kaklang ambik blk kitty pulang ke uma die. da i ni nanges mcm mati kucing. sbenanye sedih bab kitty tu sikit aje. lg byk marah kat incik najib. tp bile shabby tanye, mulut cpt je kata 'rindu kitty!!' and sepantas kilat terkeluar 'nak balik Bahau!! nak balik Bahau!!' (time tu family masih lagi di Bahau) gile tak tragik. da tua2 bangka nanges2 homesick. setiap kali hati sedey msti homesick. tp mgkin tak perlu berteriak 'nak balik Bahau!' kot. he he... lps tu berbulan2 kena bahan ngn kak intan, zaza, sue n tasya. malu aihh~~

bile first time dtg sini back in 2004, first few weeks i was really down and homesick. was calling home every single day. and i cried everytime i heard me mom's voice. luckily incik najib was here with me that time. he was the only one who'd never been bored trying to console and cheer me up! but i guess i wasn't ready to be so far away from me family that time. that was one of the reasons i didnt come back here after 'summer holiday' in 2005. he he he... mase tu terus forgo sme cite2. asal kan dok kat msia ngn mak. iskk.. berfikiran cetek sungguh. cukup setahun berkepit bwh ketiak, mak pn menasihatkan spy habeskan ape yg dah di start. jgn biar tergantung mcm tu aje. stlh difikir timbang, walopn lg beberapa hari nk dtg sini balik tu terbongkar rahsia incik najib ade prmpuan simpanan, allah gerakkan hati utk terus dtg sini gak. lgpn dtg sini sbb nak abeskan ACCA. so pegi lantak la incik najib tu (senang la ckp sbb perkara tu da berlalu. hu3).

so here i am now. tade la kronik sgt homesick tp slalu juge homesick. mase mula2 dtg tu la shabby slalu jadi peneman mendengar luahan ati. smpai la da berdue2 ngn hunny baru la kurang sket. ade tp kurang. so hunny... thanks a million. you're my life n soul. i heart you mucho2!!

ari ni adalah sgt homesick. uwaaa!!!!!!!!!!

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