d.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.n

ok cik orked. diatas ialah kenapa entry di bwh terkeluar. depress thp tak ley bendung da lagi. mgkin byk sgt nk pk kot. entah la. and i am not good at handling my stress. sgt tak pandai nk kawal prasaan. end up skg ni ade 4 ulcer maha godang kt mulut. menambahkn depress je sbb mulut sakit ari2.

on monday i was on half day. depress tak bley blah. smpi bos halau suh blk uma sbb kesian tgk mke i. huhuh... mari kite tgk senarai pnyebab ulcers ini muncul

1. wisdom tooth ni kluar lg. normal ke utk wisdom tooth tmbh sket2? stiap kali nak naik msti gusi bengkak and tekak rs kembang je. normal ke kt korg eh?
   
2. stiap kali rs wisdom tooth tu menolak, temperature naik smpi mke rs pns2 gitu. sbb bdn jadi pns, ulcers pn start pounding. kdg2 rs tak thn sgt. :-((
   
3. keje kat opis ari2 mcm byk. tak sempat pn nk rileks2 baca blog org laen or even baca paper. sigh~
4. byk bnde nk kena setel - call NTL nk tkr DD mandate, terminate Unlimited card, terminate bank account, credit card lg. haram satu pn tak buat lg. tade mase la seyes.
5. perihal kawen yg rs ssh sgt nk buat dr jauh. nk kena balik baru btl2 tau. kak ija garang cam monster stiap kali tanye psl bab2 kawen. ape nih? nk tlg ke tak? sebbek mak slalu je memahami. so tamo da ckp psl kawen lg. balik nti baru tgk cane. (sbb ni la ati slalu risau smpai x sedar my mind is so depress).
6. homesick walopn da tau da ade lg beberapa mggu je lg nk balik.
7. ade lg 4 mggu nk kena g opis. DEPRESSSSS!! nape lama sgt. klu bley nk benti esok gak. wowoowowooo...
   
8. gado ngn hunny kdg2 (sedangkn lidah lg tergeget. ewahh!).
9. xley mkn sewenang2nye sbb tamo bulat smacam je bile balik nti. i miss foods. owhh~~
   
10. lapa nasik (da start diet nasik).
11. tade cuti smpi la ari last keje sbb nk kena cover Dovile & Kinga yg ber'summer' holiday. huhuuuuuuuu...
    

ok i am such a whiner. tp ini hakikatnye. cane? ok td nk kurangkn depress suh hunny call kakak. dpt la ckp kejap walopn kakak cume ckp die ade kasut baru. 2 lagi. pink & red. dgr sore kanak2 bley buat hati riang. :-))

i need some advices on how to overcome this depression. maybe i should go out. somewhere other than dublin. but where? when? depress kn? why? why? :-((

ps: looking forward for Adik's bday party. huhu...